From: Joan
By Ann Pedone
Joan of Arc is a funny pathos
Joan of Arc carries many pigeons in her breast
Joan of Arc will fellate, as we do, tractable, always
and according to her own
suffering, her own yielding, her own
father’s body she found once in the marrow
Stuffed with straw
Diseased as morning
She pointed to a photograph of the Latin language
and said, this is shady
She wanted to moisturize it, but couldn’t
She wanted to textbook it, but couldn’t
She wanted to suckle it, but couldn’t
She wanted to sublime it, but couldn’t
I too have been enjambed by many men
I know exactly what it smells like
×
On the third or fourth day of the seventh or ninth year
Joan of Arc straightened her trousers and asked
If language is a mechanics, then what are the mechanics of language?
Joan was not deaf
Joan had hands and feet
Which some might say, looked like a choice ill-matched to her voice
And her face
Falling upwards from the crowd
Men in the crowd wishing she were only slightly
Less fraternal
Less transcribable
Less vernacular
Less of a digression
Less archaeological
Less half-animal
Less never sounded
Less its consequence
Less auditorily smooth
Less than a spree
Less bridled
Less against gravity
Less than the shape of a young woman’s thighs
Less to penetrate
Sound penetrates the body through the ears
This is what we sometimes refer to as fucking
×
Or sighing
Joan never sighed
She suffered equally, the man who floats face down the Seine
And from what man, nuzzling, yet fragile
Maybe this is fantasy
To withdraw from all signs
To live for twelve years on nothing but cold
rabbit and pears. She knew how to
think a sentence, but golden. Never remembered to drink water, but
loved a good and fertile flicker by the window, the sound the
last pear makes when it hits the boil
When you speak Middle French
All of your horizons are vertical (tasting)
If you don’t believe me, I could show you the footnotes, and all their wooliness
Anna Kegler (she/her) is a poet and writer based in Washington, D.C., with roots in Minnesota. She works in nonprofit communications and enjoys Muay Thai, dance, and playing the oboe. She does not enjoy making oboe reeds, but she is persevering.